Read between the lines...

Read between the Lines:

It's been a quite a while since I last posted anything to my page. I don't know what's wrong with me, it's not like I haven't had the time to do anything. I actually found myself with more time than usual due to a stoppage in the extra curricular activities that generally occupy most of my evenings or entire weekends. Why? Because in my attempts to play football and a high level on a cold day where I didn't stretch enough, I inadvertently hurt my back and was sidelined for a good month or so. When it happened I told myself that I'd defiinitely be doing some writing while "on the sideline". But 'saying' and 'doing' are 2 different things and a majority of my "sideline time" was spent watching TV or surfing the net. Once again I was overtaken by "lack of following through" or more commonly referred to as laziness.

Actually no, I take that back, I have been following through on a few things, just not  necessarily the things I said I'd follow through on. I've had my eyes trained on and sights "dialed in" on something that...well something that's just creating more stress than needed. I need to just wash my hands of  it and keep it moving though because its not worth the headache anymore. Besides there are other things I could persue that would be less stressful yet more productive.

I need to stop focusing on 'the thought' and instead concentrate on 'the dream' and what it takes to accomplish it. At the end of the day it all comes down to me and I need to stop dragging my feet.